A perfect sunday morning,except i woke up 9am.I planned to wake up around 7am to start studying.I haven’t done anything productive yesterday.But a matter is settled which is great.A big sigh of relief.
We may not get what we want,but God will give us what we need.Something that will give our hearts contentment,something that will put our hearts at peace and our minds brought back to reality.A reality that God wants us to see.A reality not far-fetched.A reality worth living in.
“Do not think it strange concerning the fiery trial which is to try you, . . . but rejoice . . . when His glory is revealed. —1 Peter 4:12-13”
God is an amazing God.I cant help but cry realizing how God helped me out.Through everything.And this calmness and peace of mind that He gave me tonight.It’s an amazing feeling.The forgiveness as well that I’ve been asking.For the wrong things that I consciously and unconsciously do.
The past weeks were very challenging,specially the past few days.For some reasons I didn’t feel the paranoia that I usually feel when such problems pile up or suddenly arise.Someone inside my heart kept on telling and convincing me that everything is going to be okay.I know it’s You.You swept away my fears.
All these realizations,the events that happened,You perfectly planned them.Thank You for always being there.Thank You for walking with me.Through the good and the tough times.Please don’t let go of me or please dont allow me to let go of You. I dont want to go back to my old life.When I find no purpose in life.When the only goal is to be successful.
Now,I’m no longer afraid.I am Your child and You love me so much that You always made ways for me to go back whenever I go a stray. Trials are no match to Your unfailing love.Your ways are perfect .They are just perfectly done ,they made me see the clearer picture,the bigger picture.
Rejoice when Your glory is revealed.You reveal them to me,more and more each day. Use me Lord to fulfill Your plans,use me for Your glory.This is just an amazing feeling.
Hushed Noise 